times flying
so alot has happened since i last blogged – actually not alot has happened but life has just felt hectic lately
the last week in Derby was amazing…i had so much fun saying bye to everyone, going out pretty much every night, meeting some great new people, drinking way too much, silly dancing, having blue note to ourselves on a Thursday, being stalked by freaks and dribblers- and then being rescued, and generally just celebrating the end of 1st year 
the best night was most definitely the last…organised by sam for my last night out before the operation it was just a generally awesome, drunken night at Mosh…thanks alot for that to Sam, Angie, Shiv, Lizzie, Emma, Nicky, Dean, Jack, Andy and everyone else that made an appearance - you guys are great
sooooooooo the op… it was better than i expected, ended up having 2 operations and i was awake for both which i have to say was weird….i had the lower half of my body paralysed through my spine but i was conscious throughout. The only bad thing i have to say about it all is the pain afterwards – fucking hell! once i’d regained the feeling in my legs it was agony
its been 6 days since the op and the things are getting better…i’m recovering and my leg is starting to heal. i’m going to have the clips removed on tuesday which i’m not looking forward to, but hopefully after that i can start walking properly again
i only have 12 days till download so i’m really hoping my recovery speeds up…i’m obviously not completely deluded and know that by then i’m not going to be back to my old self, but i need to at least be able to put up with standing all day
unfortunately i dont have as high hopes for making the rage gig :/ i would love to go but i cant risk hurting myself there and not being able to make download…and its not like i’d be losing out on any money if i miss the rage gig either – and they are playing download so i will still get to see them
i just need to have a positive attitude for the next few weeks x
