a month since my last blog
bloody hell…i’m amazed at how much has happened in that space of time – June’s been a hectic but amazing month, and a great start to the summer.
so i ended up going to see Rage against the Machine at Finsbury park and it was fucking awesome 
Drove down with Jordy, Steve and Charlie….it was a nice, hot, sunny day and the atmosphere was great. I didn’t think much of the support acts but rage were fantastic – they really got me in the mood for Download festival a few days later I suppose the only way the day could have been any better would be if i’d not been on crutches for it :/ ah well…it did have some benefits haha
A couple of days later it was off to Donnington for Download – it was great, i had so many good times and can’t wait to back there again next year…the only down point was Sunday afternoon with the torrential rain that meant we missed stone sour :/ The highlights were definitely Rage (again), deftones and tiger please – loved ‘em.
so yeah, i’ve just realised that i haven’t really updated on stuff to do with my operation and such….so here goes – i went to finsbury park on crutches but was luckily off them in time for download although i was still limping everywhere - to be honest though i was lucky to have recovered so quickly. I returned back to work a week later which was great cause i was beginning to get seriously bored sitting at home all the time, and it was great to see certain people again Started physio last week so i can improve the bend in my leg and hopefully get it straight again….and its working so far – my limp is now pretty much gone and my knee is near enough straight and i love the sessions. next step is to start work on my balance and muscle strength…should be fun. oh and finally my scars are healing up well…a couple have even started to fade out.
so what else has happened in june…. ermm – oh results. Yep, got my results back for my 1st year and i’m quite proud of myself – i got 2:1 in most of my modules and a 1st in 2 others 
so happy about that and can’t wait to get started on my second year, its going to be so much fun and we finally get to apply some of this theory to real life situations.
Last weekend was the Pink concert at work, and i have to say i actually enjoyed working it…it was stressful, busy and i got a fair amount of abuse from guests but i loved doing it – it was different was the usual days at work and everyone just seemed to get on better and worked together really well. I can’t wait to work at more concerts and hopefully with having this experience i might apply to work at bigger events.
During the past week i’ve had some bad news that hasn’t been helped by other people…my auntie died on friday morning suddenly. We’d known for nearly a week that she was critically ill and unlikely to pull through, but it was just the way that she seemed so healthy previously to it. 
The funeral is on Monday and i’m in two minds whether to go – on one hand i should go to say goodbye but then i think about how upset i get and i don’t want to put myself through all that again. RIP Auntie Pauline.
So yeah, i’ve been pretty upset and down for the past few days and it certainly wasn’t helped by being ignored for the past week or yesterday with a pretty shitty text. I’m not going to go into it cause i’m still pretty upset about it all but i was so happy and excited for moving into the house in september – everything was gonna be great, yes we still all had problems but i assumed we could sort them out after we’d had some time apart over the summer. But now, so much has been messed up by one little fucking text. At the moment i just can’t be bothered anymore, i’d rather just go back and live in halls on my own but i know that is slightly influenced by the other things going on in my life this week. I’m just so upset by it all – there’s so much i want to say but it would be wrong to do it on here, but there’s obviously no chance of doing it face to face because it was obvious that she left it till now to tell me so that i couldn’t try to sort it out.
i can’t wait to see jordy again later just so i have someone i can talk to about it all, just someone i can explain why i am so upset about it all to.
grrrrrrr…it’s upsetting me now, just writing about it. RIGHT, happier things…plan ahead, forget about all this shit and fuckers.
plan for the summer:
5th July – Mum’s birthday + the funeral
19th July – Birthday night out in Hanley
20th July – My 20th and meal
30th July – Holiday in France
well i think that will do now – blog is now updated i am gonna attempt to keep it upto date from now on. x
